Today

I get the feeling that i should just Abandon ship.

Time is fleeting, So should I?

I can't deal with all the fighting, all the shit.

I stare at this needle, quivering eyes.

Needless to say, I find this useless

Like me, staring in the mirror

It's infuriating, Fucking Rediculous!

Rise from the front, maybe the rear?

The cold of this metal...

The burn of my ink...

It creates a tale, beautiful like a petal

Until i See with my eyes closed... Try to rethink

I Loved yesterday

I fight today

Tomorrow i may,

Love, Fight, or pray?

It's always the same

I fucked up

She went... and came

Another mistake, sign the prenup

Night after Night

I sit in this loveseat

I muster all my might,

and think of days that i may meet,

Someone i don't regret

And can take care of...

The day we met...

I thought maybe... someday... possibly... I'll find love.


Was i wrong?
Help me forgive myself... please?
Take hold of me and ring the gong.
time is up... don't tease.