It's hard to deal with my loneliness when literally everyone around me has someone to fall back on.
But this is how it is.
And even I understand that complaining about it will not change it.
I will be alone through all of the holidays,
And I even have to spend my Birthday away from friends and family.
I don't even have to chance to con a girl into dinner with me, using my Birthday as an excuse.
I'm going to take it as a sign.
I'm not going to find a girl who wants me, that isn't already with someone else.
I'm not going to find a girl who wants me, who isn't living in a different area.
I'm not going to find a girl who wants me, while living in the Tri.
I'm going to be stuck in Wenatchee until Mid January it seems.
There will be no women for me.
I wish I was able to cope with this loneliness.
Being in this mindset,
I remember all the girls before this.
My name on their lips
Their eyes, looking only at me
Her fingers in my hair
The past is painful
The future seems bleak
The present is empty, and always flowing forward.
But I remember you all
Yes, even you.
Perhaps,
Perhaps you all were the Sea,
And I was just a stone.
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