A Prayer For Wind

I'm drifting away

I feel it in the air,
and in the thunder.

I'm being pulled somewhere else.
My body will stay,

But "I" won't.

It's too bad.
This life can be comfortable,
yet exhausting.

A breeze is picking up in the distance,

And I feel the urge to climb aboard this ride to nowhere.

I prefer to be lost in my mind,
Somewhere else,
Where the air is crisp and empty.

There's no room to breathe here anymore,

...
No room to be me.

Just a thought

Prick of the finger
Tuck of the chin
Toughen up that upper lip
You might just win

That feeling in your chest
That feeling of unrest

I know the pain you feel
That unclean needle
Alcohol just can't heal
But why act so feeble?

Stand up for yourself

Be a man

Time passes
Doors open, and they close
Be strong of heart
She's just a weed, hiding as a rose.

Lead your own pack
You were never the runt
So see what could be
And drop that fucking Cunt

Thoughts for the Evening

I wonder.....

Do you?

Welcome to My World

Welcome to my world

Lesser evils.
Powerful truths.
Working everyday,

Just to pay for this roof.

Smile. Stare. Space.

You all think you see me.

I'm not really here,
Just running from this fear.

I won't let it catch up

Just bring it here to wrap up
Christmas is just around the corner,

Don't have a dime, or a dollar, to even pay for this order.

So bring me what you have,

And I'll show you what is mine.
I speak in rhymes and riddles,

Just know that I'm not lying.

Inspiration hits me deep,

When it hits at all.
Living life, Climbing up,

You bet your ass I won't fall.

But you can't deal with anybody but yourself,

Hearing things like "Where the fuck you been at?"

Going through all the motions,

Like a monk, different for devotions.

And I feel bad when I see you.
Not for him, or me, and definitely not you.
Your eyes glimmer with black gold,

While hiding your true emotion, Blue.

So I'll be here when you realize what happened.
Ask me a question, and I'll tell you a story.

About the times before the rapping.

And I promise, It won't be boring.

"Welcome to my world"

Just you and I

Nobody knows the trouble i've seen.

Nobody knows where my heart has been.

I want to explain, if truth be told.

But i'm not quite that sure, and far from bold.

In the distance you glow,

I can't look away, my stride seems to slow.

Your so far from my league,

But a young man can dream and plead.

So i'll chase you to till the end,

As long as you don't let the end begin.

And i'll follow you to the stars,

Where I'll trade those stars for your heart.

I wonder who you pretend to be

When your not around me.

But i know the real you,

What you show is not true.

I love you, or at least what you stand for

and I want some time, or at least a bit more

To show you this wild ride,

Just you and I.

Speeding By

Take the bait

I won't tell

Between you and I,

This secret

Kept, and hidden

Deft hands grabbing

Probing for more

She's no

Whore,

Or Tramp

Just making her way

One mistake at a

Time, flowing, on, on, on,

Fingers ripping,

and Tearing

Just to hold

On, top of the world

Higher then any doper

Stronger then any brute

Faster then a rumor

Out of control, thoughts

Pushing and Rushing,

Bussing and Tustlin'

Over and Over and Over

And again.

Questions/Answers

Who are you going to be with?

What are you doing?

Where are you going?

When will you be back?

Why do you need to leave?

How do you plan on doing this?

........................................................

I'm going to be with me, and maybe some others, possibly.

Making bad decisions

New Directions

Half past whenever I get around to it

What I have to write, Isn't what I want Writ

Charm, luck, and god willing, a bit of wit.