Welcome to My World

Welcome to my world

Lesser evils.
Powerful truths.
Working everyday,

Just to pay for this roof.

Smile. Stare. Space.

You all think you see me.

I'm not really here,
Just running from this fear.

I won't let it catch up

Just bring it here to wrap up
Christmas is just around the corner,

Don't have a dime, or a dollar, to even pay for this order.

So bring me what you have,

And I'll show you what is mine.
I speak in rhymes and riddles,

Just know that I'm not lying.

Inspiration hits me deep,

When it hits at all.
Living life, Climbing up,

You bet your ass I won't fall.

But you can't deal with anybody but yourself,

Hearing things like "Where the fuck you been at?"

Going through all the motions,

Like a monk, different for devotions.

And I feel bad when I see you.
Not for him, or me, and definitely not you.
Your eyes glimmer with black gold,

While hiding your true emotion, Blue.

So I'll be here when you realize what happened.
Ask me a question, and I'll tell you a story.

About the times before the rapping.

And I promise, It won't be boring.

"Welcome to my world"

Just you and I

Nobody knows the trouble i've seen.

Nobody knows where my heart has been.

I want to explain, if truth be told.

But i'm not quite that sure, and far from bold.

In the distance you glow,

I can't look away, my stride seems to slow.

Your so far from my league,

But a young man can dream and plead.

So i'll chase you to till the end,

As long as you don't let the end begin.

And i'll follow you to the stars,

Where I'll trade those stars for your heart.

I wonder who you pretend to be

When your not around me.

But i know the real you,

What you show is not true.

I love you, or at least what you stand for

and I want some time, or at least a bit more

To show you this wild ride,

Just you and I.

Speeding By

Take the bait

I won't tell

Between you and I,

This secret

Kept, and hidden

Deft hands grabbing

Probing for more

She's no

Whore,

Or Tramp

Just making her way

One mistake at a

Time, flowing, on, on, on,

Fingers ripping,

and Tearing

Just to hold

On, top of the world

Higher then any doper

Stronger then any brute

Faster then a rumor

Out of control, thoughts

Pushing and Rushing,

Bussing and Tustlin'

Over and Over and Over

And again.

Questions/Answers

Who are you going to be with?

What are you doing?

Where are you going?

When will you be back?

Why do you need to leave?

How do you plan on doing this?

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I'm going to be with me, and maybe some others, possibly.

Making bad decisions

New Directions

Half past whenever I get around to it

What I have to write, Isn't what I want Writ

Charm, luck, and god willing, a bit of wit.

Tick...... Tock.....

History,

Or Her story,

Thoughts all a flow,

Row and sow,

But where you go...

And what you know,

Just because i'm not rich,

Doesn't mean i'm poor.

Brief, and quick.

Angry pick,

Drastic choice...

25 licks,

Of hatred and pain,

My blind melon,

Fuck, no rain?

No rain?!

For the desert

That is my soul.

Lonliness is a weed,

Pull, and pull, and pull.

With everything you've got,

Till we're both free,

At least me...

You, not me.

Please,

Answer this prayer,

And i know,

How rare, oh rare

A prayer,

I dare...

Prayer of a New Age Dreamer

Lying sparks no flames, but lies can become wildfires.

Death is a part of life, and should not be feared. But death is then, and life is now.

Family and Friends may love you, but you are the only one who truly understands "you".

Time and Privacy are valuable things. If you wish to enjoy yours, don't disrupt anothers.

Love is magical and unimaginable. Lust is not. Do not confuse the two.

People change. Do not resent them for it. Accept them for what they have become.

Words solve problems more often then Force. But, words cause more problems then Force ever could. Understand the difference.

Some things are best left unsaid. Unless you want them re-said, regurgitated, and wrong.

Having sex, and making love, are two different things accompanied with two different emotions.

Friends will tell you what you want to hear. True friends will tell you what you NEED to hear.

"I love you" are words said between lovers. Anything less, isn't acceptable.

Just because you have something to say, doesn't mean people are going to want to hear it. That being said, you are entitled to your own opinion.

Conformity is not a problem. Just because you don't belong in a certain environment, doesn't mean there isn't an environment that you belong in. You just have to create it.

When swimming against the stream of life and society, tread carefully, and watch out for the waves.

Karma may or may not exist, and even if it doesn't, I will still lead my life according to how I wish to be treated by my peers.

These are the rules I try to live by. I'm an imperfect soul. But I know who I am. What I want. And how I choose to be seen by society. For all the things I'm not, there are things that I am.

~Prayer of a New Age Dreamer

Notebook Sessions #1

I wonder often

What it could be like

To know the pleasure you know,

The excitement someone new brings,

The suspence of day to day,

She gives you.

It's not her,

nor you,

not even me.

But of her and you becoming "we",

and me...

Well, I'm still me.

One day perhaps,

I'll know that faraway feeling.

Something I knew long ago, far away

I can't quite recall,

Who, what, why it was.

But it was.

Or was it?