Fuck Snow

Just when you wonder what could go worse, everything does.

So now I'm alone.

No hope of getting Taylor back, basically ever i'm guessing.

No hope of finding someone new.

No hope of ever experiencing something new in my life.

And then it snows....

Fuck Everthing

Deperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer to where i started
Chasing after you..

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all i've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you...

Forgetting all i'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all i've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing i know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And i don't know what i'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

There's nothing else to lose
there's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
that can change my mind

There is nothing else...
There is nothing else...
There is nothing else...

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer to where i started
Chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all i've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing i know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And i don't know what i'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with a you

Just hanging by a moment here
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment here with you...

Forfeit

Will not be shaken,
And jump into this,
And be persuasive, just carry on
Make my mind up, to go through this,
Or be firm and sit in silence.

Cuz i want to fight
I want to fight
I want to prove i'm right
I want to fight
I want to fight
So turn and forfeit...

Forfeit.

Forfeit.

Forfeit.

Forfeit.

Learn from this,
Prehistoric dance and
Refrain from talking,
Solves our problems

Medicated, could do
some good,
Or find a way to relate,
Or just shut up

Cuz i want to fight
I want to fight
I want to prove i'm right
I want to fight
I want to fight
So turn and Forfeit

Forfeit.

Forfeit!

Forfeit!

Forfeit!

Forfeit!

Forfeit!

I want to fight
I want to fight
I want to prove i'm right
I want to fight
I want to fight
I want to prove i'm right
I want to fight
I want to fight
So turn and forfeit
I want to fight
I want to fight
So turn and Forfeit

So step up...

So step up...

and Forfeit...

So step up...

Forfeit!

Forfeit!

Forfeit!

Forfeit!

Forfeit!!!

One Lonely Visiter

Am i alone in here?
Am i alone in here?
Am i alone in here?
Am i alone in here?
Knew you were here,
Sister confirms suspicions,
and beside the note, you left on my bed
Where i held you so close
Did you think i'd forget?
Couldn't be more of a mess
For to breathe
Used to be another way,
I'd take you in...

Well it's time to wake up,
And seperate feelings,
That i keep falling into,
Each seem like good reasons.
That i feel a break down,
I don't care if it shows up,
I'm praying this for you,
Til it's answered I'll say...

Now it seems there's a choice
That began with a break
So today,
Know that never again
Will I know you that Way

Well it's time to wake up
And seperate feelings
That i keep falling into
Each seem like good reasons,
I'm gonna break down,
I don't care if it shows up,
I'm praying this for you,
Til it's answered I'll say...

Am i alone in here?
Am i alone in here?
Am i alone in here?
Am i alone in here?
Am i alone in here?
Am i alone in here?
Am i alone in here?
Am i alone in here?
Am i alone in here?
Am i alone in here?
Am i alone in here?
Am i alone in here?....

Evil Twin

As you stumble, into my room...
You are the evil twin they warned me about
Those drinks go down so easily...
Loyalties melt in your mouth like candy

During this act of sin
I don't hear jesus...
I only you calling my name
If the devil follows me,
Everywhere, i don't care
Cuz he's been like a friend to me

No more drunken phone calls
No more pleading messages...
Now that i'm on to you...
I know your bent on destroying me...

As lie face, down on the floor
I can't remember how we made it here
Is this part of your master plan?
Or are you just drunk and running rampant?

During this act of sin,
I don't hear jesus...
I only hear you calling my name
If the devil follows me...
Everywhere, i don't care
Cuz he's been like a friend to me

No more drunken phone calls
No more pleading messages
Now that i'm on to you
I know your bent on destroying me...

Temporary

So quiet
Another wasted night
The television steals the conversation
Exhale
Another wasted breath,
Again it goes unnoticed

Please tell me your just feeling tired
Because if it's more then that i feel that i might break
Out of touch,
Out of time

Please send me anything but signals that are mixed
Cuz i can't read your rolling eyes
Out of touch,
Are we out of time?

Closed lipped
Another goodnight kiss
Is robbed of all it's passion

Your grip
Another time is slack
It leaves me feeling empty

Please tell me your just feeling tired
Cuz if it's more then that i feel that i might break
Out of touch,
Out of time

Please send me anything but signals that are mixed
Cuz i can't read your rolling eyes
Out of touch,
Are we out of time?

I'll wait until tomorrow
Maybe you'll feel better then
Maybe we'll be better then

So whats another day
When i can't bear these nights of thoughts of going on without you

This mood of yours is temporary
Its seems worth the wait to see your smile again
Out of the corner of my eye won't be the only way your looking at me then

So Quiet

Another wasted night
The television steals the conversation

Exhale
Another wasted breath,
Again it goes unnoticed...

Early Morning

Deep within the constitution of the soul, there waits a very presense so profound

So dark and terrible, the instability of human nature to define the very purpose of existance

Existance is but yet the sad dream of the humanistic reality that has befell the world

Drowned in smog, death is only imminant to the sad, yet strange world that hosts humanity

While Man is arrogant within this sphere he only borrows, a proportion of that is feminine.

As man is only a mutation, an abomination to the world, of the original woman.

The opposite sex of the adopted rulers of the world did indeed birth them.

Existance as we know it would not have commenced without abominations.

Abominations must continue to surface from the depths of hell for the star society to continue.

While we fight everything that differes from ourselves, we must one day submit.

Do not postpone the inevitable that MUST become of us

Death is imminant, and we must not fight the gods of fate.

When fate is disrupted, reality is disrupted.

And as we all know,

Reality is just a nightmare