Within the confines of the depth
My mind, this beer, his soul
We bring along the pep
Dice, Roll
Togetther the laughing commences,
Drunk sex
Long nights
Lower your defences
Days spent dying
Nights spent the same
No more lying,
Cheating,
Stealing.
Tonight....
Depth? Soul? Pep?
No.... Tonight we roll
~Inspired by Matthew Peterson
~Written by Christian Nathanial
Friday, August 20, 2010
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
RocknRolla
"You see that pack of Virginia killing sticks on the end of the piano?
All you need to know about life is retained in those four walls.
You will notice that one of your personallities is seduced by the illusions of granduer.
A gold packet of king size with a regal insignia
An attractive implication toward glamour and wealth
And a subtle suggestion that cigarettes are your royal and loyal friends,
And that pete, is a lie
Your other personality is trying to draw your attention to the flip side of the discussion
Written in bold, boring, black and white is that statement that these neat little soldiers of death are in fact trying to kill you,
And that pete, is the truth
Oh, beauty is a beguiling call of death and i'm addicted to the sweet pitch of it's sorrow
That that starts sweet, ends bitter
and that that starts bitter, ends sweet.
That is why you and I love the drugs...
Now, please, pass me a light"
~Johnny Quid
All you need to know about life is retained in those four walls.
You will notice that one of your personallities is seduced by the illusions of granduer.
A gold packet of king size with a regal insignia
An attractive implication toward glamour and wealth
And a subtle suggestion that cigarettes are your royal and loyal friends,
And that pete, is a lie
Your other personality is trying to draw your attention to the flip side of the discussion
Written in bold, boring, black and white is that statement that these neat little soldiers of death are in fact trying to kill you,
And that pete, is the truth
Oh, beauty is a beguiling call of death and i'm addicted to the sweet pitch of it's sorrow
That that starts sweet, ends bitter
and that that starts bitter, ends sweet.
That is why you and I love the drugs...
Now, please, pass me a light"
~Johnny Quid
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Insomniatic Lunatics
Have you ever noticed that when the beauty of dusk disapears, and the calm of night sets in, life is no longer relevent. The minutes pass unencumbered and unnoticed. Love you feel during the day is amplified yet distant. Family no longer exists. The moment is all that matters.
The moment exists just for you.
And when sleep fails to come as it often does for me, your thoughts consume you. Your love is either much more valuable, or not as important as you thought. Friends can be amazing, or easily forgotten. Your self worth plummets, or sky rockets out of sight.
Dignity was never an option.
The moment exists just for you.
And when sleep fails to come as it often does for me, your thoughts consume you. Your love is either much more valuable, or not as important as you thought. Friends can be amazing, or easily forgotten. Your self worth plummets, or sky rockets out of sight.
Dignity was never an option.
Friday, July 16, 2010
Death before Dishonor
Personaly
Everything
Ought
Persuade
Liars
Eternally
Against
Rejected
Euthanasia
Justifucations
Under
Secret
Tyranical
People
Awe
Within
Neurotical
Scarity
Beholding
Eirie
Fucked
Overpowerless
Republics
Envying
God
Over
Death
Everything
Ought
Persuade
Liars
Eternally
Against
Rejected
Euthanasia
Justifucations
Under
Secret
Tyranical
People
Awe
Within
Neurotical
Scarity
Beholding
Eirie
Fucked
Overpowerless
Republics
Envying
God
Over
Death
Just Breathe
Yes i understand that every life must end
Uh huh
As we sit alone i know one day we must go
Uh huh
Oh, i'm a lucky man to count on both hands the ones i love
Some folks just have one yet others they got none
Stay with me
Let's just breathe...
Practive others sins, never gonna let me win
Uh huh
Under everything just another human being
Uh huh
Yeah, i don't want to hurt
Theres so much in this world to make me bleed
Stay with me
All i see...
Did i say that i need you?
Did i say that i want you?
Oh, if i did i'm a fool you see
No one knows this more then me
As i come clean
I wonder everyday as i look upon your face
Uh huh
Everything you gave and nothing you would take
Uh huh
nothing you would take...
Everything you gave...
Did i say that i need you?
Did i say that i want you?
Oh, if i did i'm a fool you see
No one knows this more then me
As i come clean
Nothing you would take...
Everything you gave...
Hold me till i die...
Meet you on the other side...
Uh huh
As we sit alone i know one day we must go
Uh huh
Oh, i'm a lucky man to count on both hands the ones i love
Some folks just have one yet others they got none
Stay with me
Let's just breathe...
Practive others sins, never gonna let me win
Uh huh
Under everything just another human being
Uh huh
Yeah, i don't want to hurt
Theres so much in this world to make me bleed
Stay with me
All i see...
Did i say that i need you?
Did i say that i want you?
Oh, if i did i'm a fool you see
No one knows this more then me
As i come clean
I wonder everyday as i look upon your face
Uh huh
Everything you gave and nothing you would take
Uh huh
nothing you would take...
Everything you gave...
Did i say that i need you?
Did i say that i want you?
Oh, if i did i'm a fool you see
No one knows this more then me
As i come clean
Nothing you would take...
Everything you gave...
Hold me till i die...
Meet you on the other side...
The End
What were all those dreams we shared those many years ago...
What were all those plans we made now left beside the road...
Behind us in the road...
All them friends i always pledged cuz friends, they come and go...
People change as does everything
I wanted to grow old
Just want to grow old
Slide on next to me
I'm just a human being
I will take the blame
But just the same
This is not me
You see
Believe
I'm better then this
Don't leave me so cold
I'm burried beneath the stones
I just want to hold on
I'm not worth your love
Enough
I don't think
There's such a thing
It's my fault
I've been caught
A sickness in my bones
How it pains to leave you here with the kids here on your own
Just don't let me go
Help me see myself
Cuz i can no loner tell
Looking out from the inside of the bottem of a well
It's hell
I yell
But no one hears
Before i disapear
Whisper in my ear
Give me something to echo in my unknown future seer
My dear
The end
Comes near
I'm here
But not much longer...
What were all those plans we made now left beside the road...
Behind us in the road...
All them friends i always pledged cuz friends, they come and go...
People change as does everything
I wanted to grow old
Just want to grow old
Slide on next to me
I'm just a human being
I will take the blame
But just the same
This is not me
You see
Believe
I'm better then this
Don't leave me so cold
I'm burried beneath the stones
I just want to hold on
I'm not worth your love
Enough
I don't think
There's such a thing
It's my fault
I've been caught
A sickness in my bones
How it pains to leave you here with the kids here on your own
Just don't let me go
Help me see myself
Cuz i can no loner tell
Looking out from the inside of the bottem of a well
It's hell
I yell
But no one hears
Before i disapear
Whisper in my ear
Give me something to echo in my unknown future seer
My dear
The end
Comes near
I'm here
But not much longer...
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
June 15th, 2010
Fall and Rise
Out and In
Exhale, Inhale
My breath comes quickly
So sudden, i can't catch it
Shallow and mixed
It broths and spits
The Nights seem warmer
But i shiver more then ever
Happy days?
Welcome to the summer of anxiety.
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